Molly

i feel

2008-03-11T00:44:10Z

lonely

xcitemyprivates @ 2008-01-03T13:21:00

2008-01-03T21:21:35Z

live journal is so melodramaticcccc

xcitemyprivates @ 2008-01-02T22:19:00

2008-01-03T06:23:53Z

I got a 3.80 my first semester in college. pretty admirable, if i do say so myself. I've never had a GPA this high in my life.....
....speaking of life, it's great. I'm visiting SD for five weeks for winter break. Went to together as one for new years eve. I miss SF but not looking forward to going back to my "dorm." I am though excited about my classes next semester. I got to take some art classes (textiles, color and design) for my major. And I had a pretty laid back schedule.
Jon's visiting SD tomorrow for a few days...then next weeken i'm going up to LA to visit him! Like you care...most of you are probably thinking..."what? who is jon anyway?!"

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-11-19T22:45:00

2007-11-20T06:48:47Z

I think Im in love
Probably just hungry
I think Im your friend
Probably just lonely
I think you got me in a spin now
Probably just turning
I think Im a fool for you
Probably just yearning
I think I can rock and roll
Probably just twisting
I think I wanna tell the world
Probably aint listening

I think I can fly
Probably just falling
I think Im the life and soul
Probably just snorting
I think I can hit the mark
Probably just aiming
I think my name is on your lips
Probably complaining
I think I have caught it bad
Probably contagious
I think Im a winner baby
Probably las vegas

I think Im alive
Probably just breathing
I think you stole my heart now
Probably just thieving
I think Im on fire
Probably just smoking
I think that youre my dream man
Probably just dreaming
I think Im the best babe
Probably like all the rest
I think that I could be your lady
Probably just think you can
i think i'm in love

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-11-15T13:50:00

2007-11-15T22:50:20Z

i have 13 dollars in my bank acount right now. I was sort of irresponsible with my savings the first couple months of college in san francisco. yikes. Buying presents this year will be interesting...

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-11-06T22:36:00

2007-11-07T07:44:02Z

Schools been going well for me. I think the lowest grade I have in a class right now is a B.

Really excited to go home for thanksgiving. While I love the city, campus life is dulling my life down lately. I'm looking forward to getting away. Maybe i'll appreciate it (and the food) better when I return. I miss san diego and my san diego friendships.

Plus going back home will help my sanity. I really miss having alone time. I can't remember the last time I got to relax completely alone. it's driving me a little bonkers. I need some space.

one of the perks of hanging around jon so much is also the disadvantage as well...i have the opportunity almost every night to get smoked out for free. I've been smoking too much in the recent times.

I really miss having alone time. I can't remember the last time I got to relax completely alone. it's driving me a little insane

Hopefully going down to Santa Cruz for the weekend. A Nice town.

So is this the way the world ends?

2007-10-23T02:14:57Z

bye bye so cal

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-10-18T13:12:00

2007-10-18T20:10:26Z

oy vey

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-10-16T17:11:00

2007-10-17T00:10:46Z

I'm in the roommate situation from hell. It's kinda funny. hahahahaha. As infuriated as I am about this situation, I just have to be thankful that i'm not as shitty and have as many personality and mental problems as Annie!
Sometimes I think i'd be better off living with guys.

going home for the weekend!wooo

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-10-12T14:54:00

2007-10-12T21:56:03Z

i feel so out of touch with the world here in college. since we don't have out TV hooked up, I haven't watched any news or ANY television for that matter, for about 7 weeks or so. The news sucks but I feel like i'm in another world called "college life." I feel indifferent about college life. It's incredibly fun, but sometimes it irritates me. I know that if I never came up here to San Francisco for school, i'd be unhappy in San Diego because I would never have known what it's like. I'm just excited to move off campus next year. I hate eating, sleeping, and LIVING where I attend school. I don't really like going downstairs at any hour and seeing my peers. I need a break!
But that's just college life.

I'm comming home next weekend. so psyched to see my boos.

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-09-26T16:47:00

2007-09-26T23:52:08Z

Turns out I got lucky in the roommate department....

One of my roommates is a really quiet and sometimes rude bulemic girl who eats more food than I've ever seen a human eat
Another is always on the phone fighting and crying with her baby boyfriend who freaked out when he saw a facebook picture of a gay man kissing her on the cheeck at a party
and my third roommate is the most spoiled anal brat who throws temper tantrums and who only talks about how how she wants this and needs that and how she dispises living with us.

and they get irritated of me when I come home late and forget to wash the sink out after I brush my teeth?

so much for being "bff" with my roomies!

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-09-23T13:38:00

2007-09-23T20:41:25Z

What is this wonderfully foreign feeling? I'm half anticipating for the fairytale of this to dissipate. I don't know if i'm ready, but I can't remember the last time I felt so sure about someone!

An older man gave me a very sweet compliment on the bus friday night. It might only be taken as a compliment by certain people, however, I was very flattered

LIfe is good, but i wish I had the rest of my best friends up here to sahre this amazing time in my life!

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-09-16T19:22:00

2007-09-17T02:24:15Z

Decorated my room a little more today. It feels more like home rather than a hotel room now. Our living room still needs a little work.
Sarah's here! I'm so happy to have one of my best friends in the same new and exciting city as myself. I really like Ally as well. She's fun to have around.

I love this city. It's the best city to be young in, I think. I feel at home here. Here I feel more motivated for discovery and adventure. San Francisco has so much history, and I can sense it through the people, places, and vibe from my enviornment. I just feel so peaceful and comfortable. This year will help me grow even more than I thought I needed to. It'll change me alot, definately for the better.

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-09-13T18:08:00

2007-09-14T01:10:11Z

Im going to die. the past two nights:
Drunk
going to bed at 4 AM
waking up for 9 AM classes
tonight... i'm going downtown to a club
tomorrow night...well, it's friday
and Sarah is moving up on Saturday!

What am i doing to myself!
at least i have my work done ;)

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-09-12T14:08:00

2007-09-12T21:08:03Z

I just bought some Neil Young music
I'm a happy girl

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-09-05T13:25:00

2007-09-05T20:28:34Z

I guess I'm "seeing" two guys at the same time. I like em both for different reasons, though. I feel bad, even though I shouldn't for wanting to keep my options open. But i should put myself in their shoes for once. This is probably just a disaster waiting to happen!

Going to Summer of Love festival 2007

2007-09-02T19:56:02Z

In Golden Gate Park
damn i love this city

hopefully seeing Brian Jonestown Massacre at the Independent either MOnday or Tuesday night! I would die.

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-09-01T04:25:00

2007-09-01T11:28:05Z

I hate wanting something and then not wanting it so much when i can get it.
but seriously, don't leave three girls stranded while you hop on the last Muni back to SFSU without telling them. I can't be mad at Kyle, because well, i don't think I could never be angry with that sweet kid. But Nolan....you're fucked!

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-08-29T20:03:00

2007-08-30T03:09:38Z

Living room view from the front door

our couch and 2pac poster we bought on Haight/ Ashbury

kitchen

down the hall...all four of our shared closet..bathroom and bedrooms on the end

closet from my bedroom door

part of my plain room

Sf fog out my window that rolled in suddenly
We're on the top floor of the building so when its foggy, it's like we're in a cloud

oh and these are my roommates minus one(the bitch)

I wish i had pictures of all my new friends up here but im sure those will come soon enough!

ps..we are probably going to get a kitten

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-08-29T02:50:00

2007-08-29T09:52:29Z

fuck, i am such a bad roommate...i have the drunchies so bad and im eating everyone else's food while theyre sleeping.

ps....i think im "in like"
pps....i have school a t 9 in the morning. FUCK

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-08-26T17:54:00

2007-08-27T01:02:26Z

I'm picky. But i think i've found someone actually like-worthy. This could be dangerous and too soon. I hate feeling vulnerable!

I'm having alot of fun up here. It's a different kind of fun than the fun i'd have at home. This fun is new and exciting and very different. I do miss home though!

i made a facebook by the way. it's alot better than myspace. more simple and personal. My regoinal network is still San Diego so look me up. I'll still use my myspace

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-08-24T11:00:00

2007-08-24T18:09:35Z

so last night i got pretty toasted with my roommates....and the guys across the hall (who are now my smoking buddies.) Then we conversed with some people around campus. I'm having fun but I definately do feel like a lost soul, divine. I don't exactly feel at home here, but I don't think my home is back in san diego on Regner Rd. Nonetheless, my energy still remains divine. Not knowing where I belong is sort of uneasy but pretty exciting.

I don't start classes till tuesday, so I have alot of free time on my hands the next few days...

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-08-22T18:01:00

2007-08-23T01:05:56Z

Well i'm here in sf. my apartment/suite is so very nice. Alot more space than I anticipated. It really feels more like an apartment than a dorm-space. My actual rommmate seems nice, except we seem like complete opposites. I've gotten to know the girls in my other bedroom more than my roommate. One is nice very seems very pampered and girly while the other is a vegetarian hippie chick. It's a cool mix. Going to a zoolander themed party around the campus Friday night. Good opportunity to some people. I'm so excited!
ps...sarah i can't wait for you to move up!
pps...anyone can come visit us. we have a living room and a couch!

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-08-20T11:04:00

2007-08-20T18:11:04Z

Yesterday After we decided we weren't going to make it up to LA in time to see Uffie, we turned back around and decided to go to Courtney's Uncle's beach bungalow in La JOlla. What a good decision. All drunk five of us jumped into the ocean at Wind & Sea beach during sunset. It was such a liberating and amazing feeling. The water was perfect temperature and the rip current was strong (maybe it was jsut because we were very tipsy.)

I've been entertaining thoughts of moving to San Fran for over a year now, and when it became official a few months ago, the soutdown started. Now, there is no countdown. I move tomorrow. I love San Diego but am excited to see what San Francisco has to hold for me.

I get by with a little help from my friends
mmmm, i get high with a little help from my friends

xcitemyprivates @ 2007-08-16T18:38:00

2007-08-17T01:43:50Z

I really don't think i should have to herd and chase people to get together for one god damn hour to having a going away dinner for myself before I leave for college.
You can't say you feel excluded when you've made just as much effort (if not less) to hang out with me as I have.